I’m in the mood to write. I take advantage of days like this cos it makes sense to take advantage of days like this :) Hope everyone is alright. No plague will come near our dwelling places in Jesus’ name.
This morning two apartment buildings in East Harlem, New York collapsed from an explosion caused by a gas leak. One of the building collapsed completely while the other has only the bottom two floors still standing. I saw this when I turned on the TV this morning and it made me rethink how unpredictable life is. It also made me think about how nowhere is entirely safe. Aren’t our homes supposed to be one the safest places for us? Many people go home to stay off the streets scared of drunk drivers, petty thieves, rapists, crazy people in general and then they get home and their house explodes due to a gas leak that may have been caused by a careless neighbor or a leak in the pipes?? May God protect us.
Malaysian Air. Sigh… A plane has disappeared people. As in disappeared. No trace. No trace of a plane. A big plane. Aeroplane. Disappeared. Airplane. Nothing. No anything. I’m beyond confused and of all the things I’ve thought up, the most logical conclusion I’ve come to is that there was a scientist on that plane and he tested his new invention that makes things disappear. Selah! Do not, for any reason, judge me because that IS what happened. Quote me! … Ok don’t quote me but what could have happened?? If it disintegrated, surely some scraps would have been seen. What’s your wildest, most logical explanation for this? Please share.
As for me, I’m fine, thank you. Travelled west for a few days for spring break. California. Oakland, Dublin, San Francisco. One boy here annoyed me by the way. I said I was going on Spring Break, he said see how I’m saying spring break as if I’ve been here for a long time, as if I’ve had spring break before. Why am I famzing?
I wanted to give him uppercut. Nonsense.
Remember my Lagos beau? The one that I made out with. Yes, that one. No, not the other oneS LOL! I’ve been mean to him : ) I know he hasn’t said anything about a relationship but him calling me baby and saying I miss you and all the other cute things people say to people they like is a sign that he’s not seeing me as an ordinary friend. I really like him but ok, say I decide to keep talking and encouraging things, what does that mean for me? Would he be ok if I talked to and saw other people? Would I be ok if HE saw and talked to other people? What exactly would we be doing? There’s no time frame for me here in New York so it’s not a case of I’ll be done in August and we’ll be together forever. For all I know, I may find a great opportunity in Paris when I’m done with school or in China or Burundi, what happens then? He’s talking about visiting soon but please after visiting, what next??!
Today, he asked if he’d done anything wrong cos I was acting different. He sounded so sad… I don’t know what to do about him.
p.s- Ginger I miss you. Hope “you guys” are fine : )
p.p.s- If you’re going to comment, please comment about everything because people like Sykik and Toin would come here now and only comment on the man issue *side eye*